Quinalin's Thoughts on Psychic Reformation and a Story
During our encampment after our encounter with the Bandit King of Wa, Quinalin listens carefully as Kaylee describes the Psychic Reformation ability she is currently unlocking inside her head.
While most of the party members generally just comment on its coolness or
make quips about using it to become as bad-ass as Quin, they see that he
has a very serious look of contemplation on his face.
After several minutes, he eventually speaks up.
"Gaining knowledge or picking up tricks or abilities that we feel with
hindsight might have been more useful does sound very intriguing, but for
me, I feel the problem is much deeper.
My entire career as an adventurer starting all the way back shortly before
I took that long and nightmarish boat ride across the Stormchalice Sea, I
have focused on being a fighter, and I believe I have become a pretty damn
good one, but for all that time, I have struggled with one severe
weakness. That is my lack of willpower to fight off magical intrusions
into my mind. The worst example was a few [years? months?] back when a
vampire in Wydmoor took control of me and nearly caused me to slay Mose.
I still have nightmares about that day, and I very nearly gave up entirely
on adventuring, maybe my life, when it happened.
Today, when I felt that same haunting sensation of someone else¹s thoughts
and will insinuating themselves into my mind, I panicked as I thought it
was about to happen all over again. Even though this event was different,
it was still a potential disaster that was again only narrowly averted by
Mose's amazing and devastating onslaught against the Bandit King.
When I think about what I could go back and change, this is it. What
choices have I made throughout my career that I could change to mold me to
be more resistant to these magical intrusions? My deep desire would be to
become an *unbreakable* warrior, not only by strength of body, but also by
resolve of mind.
After the party has tended to their camp and settled in for a meal and rest, Quin speaks up again and recites the tale of Joshua and the witch.